When did you heal?

I highly doubt anyone who has healed would be reading this..BUT
If you are... be so kind as to post your success story here.
We are all so in need of success stories.
Stories that tell our benzo damaged brain that even the kindled can heal. The ones with health issues. With extreme symptoms. Can we? Can we?
I read Baylissa and Jennifer Leigh who assure me that yes, we can.
Is it normal to:
Not be able to walk well?
Be breathless?
Have pain that feels like end of life pain?
Have weakness in one side of the body that doesn't signify something BAD?
Have hand pain that feels weak and strange
Have body jerks at night--BAD ones that include the TONGUE
The joyful list goes on and on.
Have no sense of humor right now ARGH. Just give me my hands back please....
Tell the truth! :)