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10/30/2016

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My posts have been getting desperate.
This week has been agony.
It's just an alteration of agony
Today terror. I can't leave the house.
I cannot believe this. I am in disbelief and I know I need to be in surrender.
But everything is falling
I just want inner peace the restlessness is agony. I will take the chest pain over this terror.
It hurts. It just hurts. How am I going to get off this drug?
I have hit a low. I don't think this is "normal"
It feels bad, really bad.
I cannot care for my children or do anything.
I am so mad.
I am mad as hell at myself and this doctor that did this. 
​Where do I turn?
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    Someone who found themselves accidentally dependent and suffered an iatrogenic injury from medications that were prescribed. Sharing experience, strength and hope with others.  This is written as a person on this winding path and NOT as a professional. Please contact a licensed professional for any medical/psychological care or advice. This is NOT a substitute for medical or psychological care. What is written here reflects my own personal experience ONLY.

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