How fast a mood turns in benzo w/d

I was feeling very positive last night. Meditated. Got into a groove. But I have been up since 3am. That is never a good thing. I wonder how much more wear and tear my body can take. Woke up to a call from Apple saying that I had purchased a Mac Pro. Umm..no... then logged on to my bank where 4 thousand dollars had been charged--someone who felt the need to apply for friend finder and match.com at least 4 times. MOFO. So they bought themselves a computer, charged up a storm on match.com and then transferred over 2 grand into their account. See it's times like these I get to practice my spirituality. When my spirit feels like it's just about to break from sleeplessness, financial fears, and I want to explode. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. That insight came after hysterics. Hey, I am human.