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How fast a mood turns in benzo w/d

6/21/2016

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I was feeling very positive last night. Meditated. Got into a groove. But I have been up since 3am. That is never a good thing. I wonder how much more wear and tear my body can take. Woke up to a call from Apple saying that I had purchased a Mac Pro. Umm..no... then logged on to my bank where 4 thousand dollars had been charged--someone who felt the need to apply for friend finder and match.com at least 4 times. MOFO. So they bought themselves a computer, charged up a storm on match.com and then transferred over 2 grand into their account. See it's times like these I get to practice my spirituality. When my spirit feels like it's just about to break from sleeplessness, financial fears, and I want to explode. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. That insight came after hysterics. Hey, I am human.
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    Someone who found themselves accidentally dependent and suffered an iatrogenic injury from medications that were prescribed. Sharing experience, strength and hope with others.  This is written as a person on this winding path and NOT as a professional. Please contact a licensed professional for any medical/psychological care or advice. This is NOT a substitute for medical or psychological care. What is written here reflects my own personal experience ONLY.

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