I am divorcing my story. Taking a much needed separation from a story and a state of mind that made sense once upon a time but is now outdated. We can get paralysis by analysis. What story do you need to divorce yourself from?
I know benzo hell is truly hell but can you find the grace here, can you use this to tell your fear, your anger whatever negativity has been driving you for decades to finally go fuck itself.
I have a long love affair with fear. What better way to confront the fuck out of it by giving me BENZO TERROR. This isn't just fear. This is fear on crack. Physical, crawling out of your skin, terror that makes you feel you are on the verge of insanity. Can I control the end of this process by working with my mind now. We will see. No more forums. No more unnecessary doctors because there is nothing left to say. No more. Positivity, music, fun, slowing down, taking cues from my body/mind/spirit.
The writer of the blog Beyond Meds https://beyondmeds.com/ was smart when she likened protracted withdrawal to CFS and Fibro. Keep going. Do something to change your state of mind right now. Watch Tony Robbins. Today I said to the universe--You are taking care of me, providing me with exactly what I need for my soul to evolve and expand, I completely trust I am being taken care of physically/emotionally/spiritually and financially. I don't know the when or the how but the right people and circumstances are coming into my life and directing me to freedom and relief.
I am fucking getting a divorce.
As Louis CK says, divorce just gets better and better......
Divorce YOUR story today. Say goodbye and farewell. Take care of the wounded boy/girl and change will happen.
Someone who found themselves accidentally dependent and suffered an iatrogenic injury from medications that were prescribed. Sharing experience, strength and hope with others. This is written as a person on this winding path and NOT as a professional. Please contact a licensed professional for any medical/psychological care or advice. This is NOT a substitute for medical or psychological care. What is written here reflects my own personal experience ONLY.